Where do I start? I wish I could tell you how much I still love you with all my heart. You're thousands of miles away from me and I would walk there this very instant to just see your perfect smile.
Dear N,
It's been a long time since we've talked and I miss you. I miss the summer and everything we had. I want you back in my life.
I know I acted mad and dumb while we were texting about them but so did you. If I could turn back time I would make things right. I heard some stuff and I let that get to my head. I wasn't mature enough back then to go up to you and talk things out with you. Instead I acted like a little girl by ignoring you when you would try to talk to me. I'm sorry for hurting you.
Well, I don't know if you care now or if you've lost feelings for me... I don't know how you feel. My feelings for you are still the same and memories don't erase, they stay with me. :')
Now I realize that it's true; you really don't ever know what you've got till you lose it. I lost you and if there was any way I could talk to you again I would, but you seem to have forgotten about me and you'll probably never read this, but this how I feel and I miss you. okbye
